Finding the good things

There are a lot of crazy things going on. Same shit, different day, no big surprise there.

A little freaked out about the things that might have to happen with the lawsuit against Geiko. Damn people apparently can't read, because the next step they are requesting is a meeting for questions and answers. It is very frustrating, to say the least, to have to deal with all of this shit. I just wish we could get it over with and move the hell on. UGH! So hopefully it won't be TOO much longer before we get that settlement. They've now officially given me like six different dates as to when it could come in, and 5 have come and gone. The next, as they are telling me, should be some time in December (hopefully before christmas, that would be awesome). In reality, i seriously doubt that it will be any time before the end of the year. Oh well, whatever. We will see what happens though and go from there.

There are a lot of things i need to get done this week. I've got to get over to moore ASAP after i get the package from my friend so i can get the classes signed up for and the case of stuff i need to get. And then i can have the list of things that i need to get so that we can get that taken care of too. I know i'm not gonna be able to do it all alone, so this way we can get it taken care of together before the classes actually start. I'm excited, and super nervous. Damn social anxiety is gonna be the death of me i swear. At least i've got some anti anxiety meds to take so it shouldn't be TOO bad once the classes start.

I need to get the electric bill paid, probably tomorrow, and Rent paid before the 5th. Then when he gets paid again, i'll pay the rest. I need to get all the laundry put up. And while Ivy's in school tomorrow, i'm gonna get in her bedroom and get it cleaned back up before it has a chance to get bad again. I didn't bust ass to have to do it again sometime soon. Better to keep up with it then let it build up. UGH, totally don't want to have to do it again, but i'm tired of fighting with Ivy about it, and Ruben isn't much help in that aspect at all either. Then I'll need to straighten up the rest of the house too. There isn't a whole lot to get done, so it's best to do it now. And as long as we get the laundry put up, i'll be happy

I've become obsessed with Stargate and Stargate Atlantis. universe SUCKS! At least as far as i'm concerned. Ruben and I have been watching Atlantis together, and i watch SG1 just me most of the time. There are some really good episodes on there, lol.

And i'm TOTALLY loving this weather! I can't wait until it sits at 70 all day for more than just a single day. This week will be cooler, but not nearly enough to keep my butt happy. Tonight is gonna be cool, so that's nice. And once it starts to stay cool during the day, i'm goign to start taking some photos of different things in the area. I've already got a photo shoot planned for the cemetary up the street. There are some GORGEOUS shots i see in there. I want to try to do it on a rainy day though. That way i can get the shots the way i see them in my head. As well as taking some on a sunny day. And then i've got some shots that i want to take downtown. I need to bring my tripod with me next time. I figured out the settings on my camera, so i can get some good low light shots. Just have to have a tripod to help keep my camera still. My hands shake too much, and some times there just isn't anything to hold it against to keep it still.

Tomorrow i have to make sure to sent the highland park girl scouts paper back with Ivy. I think it will be a good thing for her, and help considerably for her self-esteem. Poor girl is having a super hard time this year with he self confidence. Especially after having sucn a difficult time with her teacher and breaking down her self-esteem last year. She said that ivy can't read. Which KILLS me. UGH! NEVER EVER TELL YOUR CHILDREN THAT THEY CAN'T DO SOMETHING. THAT JUST MAKES THINGS WAY WAY WORSE AS THEY GET OLDER!

For now, i'm goign to head off to bed. I've had a headache since i woke up from my nap this afternoon. And nothing that i'm taking or doing is helping to make it go away, so i'm hopeing that i can go to sleep and sleep it off and wake up without it. That would be GREAT!

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