July 31, 2011

The list defines my life, i swear

This has been a manic as hell, busy as hell, crazy as hell day. Went for an earlish walk, got some donuts, came home and played 4 hours of lego star wars, then Ruben and Desiree went to bed and i finished folding all the paper hearts i needed for the order i've got to finish and folded a few stars. THEN cleaned house a bit, got a shower, and fixed stuffed shells for dinner. Then played a bit more Lego star wars, had friends come over and had a few drinks with them, and now they are playing warhammer KILL TEAM (which i don't play) and drinking a bit more. SOOO, yeah. Think i'm gonna write a bit.

There are so many things going on. So many things i want to get done, go do, go see, experience. And it feels like the list grows faster than i can check items off of it. Not that it's such a BAD thing, but it would be nice to know i'm making a dent in the bucket list of life. Ya know? It just becomes frustrating to pull the list out, look at it, and realize there are more items on it than there were the day before. More things that you want to do so bad you can't see straight, but you realize that it will probably never happen.

For example: I'd LOVE to travel and see different countrys and places. Like France for the Eiffel tower (sp?) Japan for cherry blossom season, Ireland for the countryside and music, Austrailia for Sydney (don't ask, i'm not sure either) And Italy for sure. I'd love to go see Japan and all that it entails. I'd love to see Alaska (not from the actual state, but from a cruise ship, lol) I'd like to take the girls to Disney world. I'd love to see New York City again, and Niagra falls. There are so many beautiful places in teh world, and i'd LOVE to see them all.

i want to take the girls to a broadway show. See an ice show at the fair. See the New York Pops orchestra play on New years eve, or on the fourt of july. Next year will be the start of a few things we want to do. The things that we used to do as kids. Taking trips, and seeing new places. Even if those places are right here in OKC, they'd be something new. The science museum, Frontier City, And White water are all places we haven't been since moving up here. There are resturants we want to see, bars we want to visit, and clubs that we have heard a lot about. I know it will be a completely different year next year. And i just hope we make the most of it.

AT THE VERY LEAST, we are getting the passes for the year. PERIOD. I refuse NOT to get those. There is just too much that that would help. Having something to do whenever we needed? HELLS YEAH. So the zoofriends pass, the science museum, frontier city, and white water, are for sure. Then we might see about Great Wolf Lodge, The Lego Amusement park (in texas), Silver Dollar city, and Six Flags, to name a few. I will be happy with having the house organized, and a place to put my nick nacks, and important breakable stuffs.

Gonna get a filling cabinent for all the paperwork i've got, and the files i need to organize them all into. Gonna get another book shelf or two for the movies and books and games and all that, so they are organized better. Gonna get a good shelving system for the girls bedroom. And possibly get Ivy a loft bed, so i can move Desiree's bed into the bedroom without taking up a whole lot of space. It's about time to take the side off Desiree's convertable bed, so she can climb in and out on her own, which will be a BIG help when i'm hurting as bad as i get. Just might have to get her a little stepping stool, and the side rail, so she doesn't have such a hard time. But that requres money, which at the MOMENT we don't have. BUT, Desiree's birthday is coming up, so maybe we can come up with something, or find someone else who could help out. I think we are gonna see about getting the charger for the Power Wheel for her. I think she'd LOVE it. Just have to see what happens though. Not sure.

I have no idea what we are gonna do for Ivy's birthday. We don't have a lot of money, and won't for a bit, to do anything with. BUT, we were going to see if we could afford to take her to see the Toy Story 3 on ice show at the fair this year. And maybe by then i can get some more money, either cleaning houses or making stars, and we could afford the arm band, to actually ride rides. Just have to see what happens again. If we can't go this year, we will CERTAINLY go next year. As long as everything goes as planned.

For now though, it is almost 1 in the morning, and i can feel the exhaustion setting in. Got to do laundry tomorrow (BLAH) so i do need to try to get to sleep. There are still a billion things running around in my head, like political stuff (about the debt mostly), School stuff (OKC opted for year round school, and the no child left behind policy causing schools to cheat) Money stuff (having to pay part of rent late, not knowing what we will have for Desiree's birthday, and things we need to purchase for the car) and health problems (like heart issues, fibro, and bad circulation). So maybe i can get around to writing about them tomorrow. for now, i must take my manic self to bed and force myself to sleep. LATERS.

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