Little freakout moment

Trying to keep myself sane and calm and not stressed out, but it's just not working right now. 

Thanks to my parents, we only have to cover another 150 to pay the rest of the rent by the 18th.  But i have NO CLUE where we are gonna come up with that amount.  Might try to get ahold of the lady that I clean for and see if we can get an advance (with a written contract so she feels safer) to cover it, in trade for a couple cleanings, or for helping them move, or something like that.  We MIGHT be able to borrow it from my sister-in-law.  If we can't make this work, we will end up having to find somewhere to stay for a while.  And that would break my heart.

And then, of course, I have to come up with the money to cover the next three months too.  And it's stressing me out.  And i've cried so much the last little bit that it's making all the stress related stuff i deal with worse, and all the other stuff (like the MSish stuff, and my migraines) worse. 

We don't have anything to sell (at least that we don't use on a regular basis, or that is worth enough to make up what we need to make).  At this point, it's just hopeing and praying and making all the phone calls we can make to see what we can come up with.  I might need to see about getting a loan, even though my credit is kinda crap, using one or both of the cars to get the money we need.  Just gotta cover 4 months.  But it seems like a freaking mountain at this point.

Starting tomorrow I'm gonna hit it hard and see what i can come up with.  And hopefully i'll have better news by the end of the week. 


I just have to breathe, pray, and work as hard as I can.  And try to find something to destress with, because this stress is making me sick.  BLAH

For now, i need to start getting laundry together and move some movies to my netbook to watch today.  Hopefully i can forget about it for a while today, and see what comes of things tomorrow.  i'm gonna send a few e-mails before I go and see what happens.  HOPEFULLY we can make it work well within the time we have to figure it out.  We have 11 days from today to figure it out (counting today)  That's not very long.  EEK!!

Ok, gonna go cry, and get laundry together, and then get out of the house for a bit.  Hopefully laundry doesn't take too long and I can get back home and relax for a while this evening. 

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