Music puts the mind at ease

Sitting here listening to music

And noticing something about the song choices

The last little while I've been listening to more upbeat songs. 

Happy, danceworthy songs, haha.

Trying to keep upbeat and happy

 

But the last week was EXHAUSTING

Both physically, emotionally, and mentally

And apparently that changed my mood

Cause today the playlist is a bit more emo

Darker songs, with darker beats, and darker lyrics

 

Don't worry, I'm not all depressed or anything

Just think I'm worn out

and that tends to make my moods a bit darker

 

LOTS going on right now

Tomorrow we are going to HR block

gonna try to get an advance on income tax

So we have something to spend on Christmas

And then soon as that's done

I'm going over to the Toy Shop

to get some free Christmas toys for the girls

SOOO very thankful for the school Councilor

Cause she's the one that signed us up

Last time we did this, they got a LOT

lots and lots of awesome stuff. :)

Hopefully it'll be just as good this year.

 

And hopefully we can get that advance

We've got things we need to buy

But we are FLAT broke.

 

We have to pay rent

and the car insurance

But we also need cell phone time

And the girls have the Santa Shop at school

And we will need more gas money

And we don't have enough to take care of any of that!

UGH!  I hate being broke.

Hopefully next year we can make it better

 

For now, I need to turn the music up

And get off the computer

and finish cleaning the living room

Cause It's ALMOST done

 

At least today we got to get Ivy's glasses replaced

HOPEFULLY that makes her feel better

Cause she's been having LOTS of problems

*Fingers crossed*

 

Ok, I'm outta here

WISH ME LUCK

haha.

LATERS!