And the year starts with a bang

This year has started, and with a bang might I add

I got diagnosed with MS at the end of last year.
Literally the end of the year
Which means I started this year with it

Mind you, it's not as bad as it could be
We lost a dear friend Christmas Eve last year
Which breaks my heart, because of who she left behind
I know they will be ok, cause they are doing better than me
But it still breaks my heart to think about

MS is nothing compared to that
Yeah, it's annoying as hell
But it could be SO MUCH WORSE

There are some things I wish
I wish I could have my eyes back
I wish I could have my independence back
I wish I could keep up with the house better
Cause I can't really do anything
Because I get tired after just a few minutes
I wish Ruben didn't feel so blah about how much he does
Cause he is doing A LOT around here
I don't think he could do more
without changing his schedule
And this schedule works for him
Cause he likes the job
and he gets to do commission painting here
So it's hard, but we make it work

This weekend we are going to see a doc
And I just hope that he can make it work
And give me MS meds and Pain meds
Fingers crossed
I guess we will find out for sure
But I can hope right?

There are some things I need to take care of
My Calcium is high, so gotta bring it down
And I need to start taking Vit D, which the neurologist said
HOPEFULLY we can pick that up today
guess that's something we will find out too
Either way, hopefully they both work

Today we gotta go cash Rubens paycheck
Then run an errand or two
Doubt it'll take TOO long, as long as Ruben hurries
Guess that's something I'll see too huh? lol.

For now, I'm gonna turn this off and get ready to go
HOPEFULLY it won't take too long
Just giving you guys an update
If anybody even freaking reads this
LATERS