Don't be ashamed

You know, sometimes I think about things, and recently, with current events, some things have come to the surface.

 

The death of Robin Williams, and the way he died, has brought something to the surface I haven't really thought about in a while.  And that is Depression/ mental illness/ suicidal thoughts.  Sometimes we feel ashamed for having those feelings.  Sometimes when we have those thoughts we are ashamed because we have them and sometimes seemingly for no reason.

 

BUT, there is something that took me a LONG time to realize.  And that is that it is NOT a huge deal to feel that way. You are NOT alone.  There are people all over the world that feel that way, and there is a TON of help out there!  If you feel depressed, or especially if you have suicidal thoughts PLEASE tell someone! 

 

trust me when I say it's ok

It DOES get better

Just gotta remember that things out there

are there just for helping this!

 

So please please please if you feel depressed or suicidal, please please please tell someone.  Get some help.  Life does get better.

 

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Today was a BUSY day, heh.

 

Started by getting the girls enrolled in school and meeting their teachers.  Desi got Mrs York, and Ivy got Mrs Shelton.  And then they had to say hello to EVERYONE, haha.  Normally, that wouldn't have been a huge deal. But this morning I was already hurting so doing all the waiting in line, and then the walking, wore me OUT - HARDCORE!  And then this afternoon I had a neurologist appointment.

 

And it went really well.  I finally got the neuro to listen to me when I told her about my pain - especially on Shot Day.  SOO, she gave me some good painkillers for shot day.  That makes me happy. :)  Might make it a little easier to handle, cause right now it's a really bad thing cause I can't do much of CRAP on shot day because of the KILLER migraine, and the killer body aches.  So that will be a HUGE deal. :) YAY!

 

Now all that's left with my day is the apartment office coming to fix our sink faucet.  :)  It's been leaking for a while, so it will be nice for it to NOT do that, haha.

 

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Tonight are supposed to be guild missions on Guild Wars.  So HOPEFULLY we will have enough people to do them tonight.  That will be awesome.  It was nice to get to do them Tuesday night. :)  I just hope we can actually do them again tonight.  I need the guild commendations, haha. :p

 

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LATER TATER!