Stronger than that

The last two months have been interesting, to say the least.  Finally having a name for something that has haunted me for a very long time, fighting for SSI, Fighting my body on a daily basis, and just dealing with how busy things have been.  I am EXHAUSTED.

 

But, I am also on the road to recovering from the PTSD.  I've got new meds (they doubled the ones that they gave me last month) that seem to be helping.  HOPEFULLY the keep doing that, because it would be fantastic to feel "normal" again - or at least as close to normal as I can get.

 

I am stronger than PTSD.

 

I am stronger than MS

 

I am stronger than fear and anxiety

 

I am better than that. And I've come to the realization that I have let them run my life for the last 10+ years. And it's time to take their power away.  It's time to be who I WANT to be, and not who I have to be just to survive.  It's time to step up and who MS and PTSD that I am bigger and better than that.  I know it's going to be a long road, but I also know it will be worth it.

 

Just gotta keep pushing through.

Gotta keep finding things worth fighting for

 

The great thing is, two of those things love hugs and kisses from mom, and always say they love me. They are always there to remind me that they need me in their life.  And I have constant reminders from my hubby, and my family, and my friends.  And that's a HUGE thing for me right now.  I wouldn't be here fighting if not for some of the friends I have.

 

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I want to say thank you for reading.

Thank you for being here

and thank you for any prayers you send.

It really means a lot to me

And I can use all the help I can get.

 

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