I feel like my mind is full of cotton

Right now it feels like my head is full of cotton. It's trying to go in a million different directions all at once. I'm finalizing the plans for the party on saturday. I've got a list of people that i KNOW are coming, and a couple more that MIGHT be coming. I've got PLENTY of stuff, so i'm not worried about it. Right now I know that i've got to mix the pudding up tomorrow so it can have a chance to set up over night so it's easier to work with the next day, and I know that saturday morning i need to be up early enough to get the cakes done and it all put together before like 11ish so that we can load the car all up and make it up there to get it all set up and fixed and all that. I know that the party is supposed to start at 12, so i want to be set up by 11:30. We are going to start with the party games, which i still need to finish the bones for one, and then do the pinyatta halfway through so that everyone that is coming can be there, but it will be early enough that those that need to get out of there can still have some. And then we are going to do the cake and gifts toward the end of the party. And then, if the pool is open, we might go swimming. Hopefully it's open cause ivy wants to go swimming BAD. Just guess i'll have to wait and see what is up. Ruben is supposed to find out what's going on tonight, so yeah.

The house is a FUCKING DISASTER, and i need to get off my butt and get it cleaned. It's just really hard right now because i'm hurting from head to toe, and i'm fighting with a damn headache again. It just makes keeping up with the house really hard. I know that i might even stay up a little late tonight, after Ruben goes to work, so i can get something done on the house while the kids are asleep. Lets hope.

So yeah, right now, i'm going to go take some more meds to try to get my headache to go away. And hopefully if i can get it to go away, and get Desiree to stop freaking out, so that i can get something done, or get some relaxation going on. I know that i might go take a bath tonight, cause i'm sure i could use the soaking, especially hurting the way i am right now. Just depends on what time Ruben gets up, and what else has to happen, know what i mean?

But anyway, laters