Nights like tonight

I really miss having friends to hang out with on nights like tonight. When it's too damn cold outside to go do anything, if we weren't too broke anyway. When we are watching the snow out the window and wishing we were little again and the cold weather didn't bother us so much. When we wish for more snow so we could have a snowball fight, or make an awesome snowman. When it would be wonderful to curl up with a nice warm blanket in your most comfortable clothes and watch a movie that brings tears to your eyes. And now that we have a fireplace, buring a great fire while spending a great night together.

But tonight i don't have anybody to hang out with. I don't have anybody to talk to for hours about nothing, or to enjoy a great movie and a bowl full of popcorn. It's just me and my girls. Ruben's asleep, like always. He went to bed late, so he will probably get up late. I'm doing chili for dinner since it's easy, and reheats great, so the girls and i can eat when we are hungry, and he can eat when he wakes up. The mornings are great, when he's awake and we are together, even if we aren't really talking. Just being in the same room awake is great. I just wish i had an adult here with me, awake, and able to be some moral support, lol.

I have someone that comes over, but it is usually just my sister in law coming over to use my computer for something. Unless we make an effort to have her and her b/f over, they don't come over for anything else. Other than that, NOBODY comes over for me. Ruben has his buddies over on saturday nights, and even that he isn't doing as much anymore. It's more just being just the two of us not doing much that we don't do on a regular basis. I'm going stir crazy. Just being honest. It's not a huge deal, just annoying. I desperately need something to bring me out of this rut i find myself in. Finding something that makes me excited again. Not getting to take the classes i was taking is frustrating. And knowing that i'm gonna have to wait until after the winter season before i will feel comfortable going out to moore, and if even then with the fact they might have the classes on saturdays. If they don't , i'm gonna have to find a sitter and try to take them on another night. I want to finish the class desperately. I want to learn how to make all those flowers and stuff.

I want to just get all the stuff, the book, and see if i can teach myself how to make them myself. I guess i'll find out huh? MIght be able to get it after the first of the year with income tax or whatever. Just depends on what else goes on.

Right now, i need to finish cleaning, ugh. And finish dinner, double ugh. At least Eureka is on with a new christmas episode, and biggest loser is announcing the final three (inspiration to get off my ass and lose these few pesky pounds) and the new warehouse 13 is on. And maybe even another show or two i like. And if not, then i can watch some more of season 5 of bones since i missed most of those episodes. Blah, laters.