BLAH BLAH BLAH

OMFG, i swear. Sometimes i wonder why i put up with bullshit.

I've been cleaning for a friend of mine for a while now. Mainly because the three adults that live there are too damn lazy to do it for themselves. He doesn't pay me what i'm worth, and expects me to come out on HIS schedule, instead of what works for me. A couple days ago he wanted me to come out and clean today, and i told him that Thursdays are NEVER good for me. He basically said "make it good" and nothing else. I laughed at him, and kinda forgot about it. Aparently he was serious about it. FUCK THAT! I'm not at your beck and call just because you can't clean your own house. And the frustrating part of it all is that he tells me TODAY why he wanted it done today. He's having a b-day thing saturday and wanted it clean for that. OK, SOOO, you consider me a friend, but didn't invite me to the b-day, yet you still expect me to drop everything to come clean for everyone else? HELL NO! Ugh, that set me off so bad. And there are other things that aren't as easy to talk about that he does that i don't fell right about. He knows how i feel. Things have changed since forever ago when i WAS willing to do those things, and i refuse to now, But he won't leave me alone. SOO, i'm just about to drop his ass. Not clean for him, not talk to him, etc. His marriage is suffering right now, and he's more concerned with finding a FB than making it work with his wife. I, for one, refuse to be THAT woman, or anybody's dirty little secret. NOT KOOL!

My house isn't MESSY, but it's not clean either. Yesterday i stepped on a toothpick that was in the floor, and stabbed my foot pretty bad :( It hurtses! It hurts to walk on it at all, so doing anything at all is a bitch. It sucks, cause today was such a BEAUTIFUL day, and i would have LOVED to get out and go do something. But alas, i've been kinda stuck in the house all day because of it. HOPEFULLY tomorrow will be better so we can go do something, considering it is a day off. It would be nice. I'm about to bring the girls in from the patio and let them take a bath. I know they could both use it. And then see if i can't get Ivy to finish cleaning her bedroom. That would be nice. Guess we will see what happens.

I finished Numb3rs today :( POUT! Series finale was a good one though. Kinda wish they'd continue it, but i just don't see it happening. Some of the actors are going other places, and it WAS a good way to end things. But that just means that it's time to start another new series. Might start watching Glee, although i'm more in the mood for something darker. Just wish there were some LONGER series on netflix now. Oh well, i'll figure it out.

Gonna do ramen for the girls for dinner, and then when daddy wakes up i'm gonna make us tuna helper and mashed potatoes. Sounds good to me. And then i think tomorrow i'm just gonna do egg salad, so we can eat when we are hungry.

Saturday is gonna be kind of a day to rest and relax and enjoy the weather. Might take the girls to the zoo in the AM if it's dry and warm enough. Then that evening hopefully we can find a movie and something good for dinner.

Then Sunday is Ivy's marathon. She seems a BIT nervous, and i know i am too. i'm not good with large groups of people. And there will be a LOT. And THEN i still have to go do laundry :( It's gonna be a long long long day. So i might just do Ruben's work clothes or whatever.

Neway, right now i'm gonna put the girls in the bath, turn on a movie, and make some more paper stars. LATERS

Life's a battle, wear your scars with pride.