Sometimes i am good at keeping my excitement down a bit. I've learned that getting too excited often leads to me being super dissapointed when things don't go the way they are planned. This weekend, my bestest friend in the world is coming up to see me. or at least she says she is. The last three times she's said something about it, life has thrown a wrench in the plans and it didn't get to happen. last time in particular it hit me REALLY hard. I cried for like three days. So this time, im making plans to go do with them that will be great for the girls and I to do too. So either way, rather they come or not, we will have plenty to do, and still have a good time.
But at the same time, i want to let myself get super excited. She says that no matter what at least she will be here. She's talking about bringing Amy along, and Amy's daughter Carolina. It would be great for them all to get to come down. I miss them so much. And the girls would all have fun. SOO, we are talking about going to the zoo, since none of them have been in a long while, then maybe taking a walk down at the canal, and maybe just a few other little things. It's gonna be hot and miserable weather, but it will be worth it to get to see my best friend. Especially since thing have been so damn difficult for me the last little while.
I just hope it doesn't fall through. Cause as hard as i'm trying, i know i will get my hopes up. And i don't think i'd be able to deal with that kind of dissapointment right now. If nothing else though, i know i'm gonna try to get some money coming in, and save it up so i can make a trip down to Arkansas in the near future. See friends and family, and just get away from the city for a while. It's great to live here, with or without money, but at times, it's nice to get to go do something different for a while.
Maybe sometime in the semi-near future, we will be able to get together with a few friends and family and go out to tenkiller for a while. Go swimming, cook out, and just enjoy time with friends and family. I'd also like to go out to the park with the seven hollows walking trail, but i can't for the life of me remember which one that was :( Ok, just called my mom, and it was Devils Den state park, and Petit Jean state park that we went to all the time. And then of course Tenkiller for swimming and stuff. SOOOO, maybe sometime next year (since we can't afford it too often this year) we can go down and go camping and hiking and all that stuff we used to love to do when we were little. I'm sure my girls will love it too.
Just got some interesting news from my mama too. They are going to branson not this weekend but next, so she's wanting to come down and get Ivy a week from today to go with them. And keep her for a week. Which would mean that Desiree and I would be the ones left during the day to go do stuff. Just means that i might be able to get ahold of a few people and go do some stuff that we want to do. IDK, i doubt it. But it's sure easier to go do stuff with one kid than it is with two, and i'll have to deal with the othre kids in the complex a bit less, because they don't really come over to play with just Desiree. So we will see. If i can come up with a few extra bucks, we can go watch a dollar movie, go to the zoo, and hit the water canal, and enjoy just mommy/Desiree time. Don't get too much of that during the summer. I get Mommy Ivy time, cause i make a point of getting that since she doesn't get much alone time with me or Ruben. Should be interesting.
SOO, lots of things planned. Just a matter of rather they work out or not. Guess we find out huh? For now, time to put Desiree down for a nap, turn the lights off, maybe another movie on, and try to relax a bit. See if i can get my meds to kick in so i can get some more housework done today. I Want to make sure it's as clean as humanly possible for this weekend when my best friend (hopefully) gets to see it for the first time :)
LATERS
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