So What Wednesday

SO WHAT WEDNESDAY

So what if I don't plan on getting out of my pjs all day long.

So what if I freaked out, and then laughed, when my daughter cut her chin open and needed stitches

So what if I am super excited that my mom and sis (and her two girls) are coming up a week from today. :)

So what if I don't plan on cleaning house for their visit until last minute.

So what if I'm excited about War Weekend this Sat. - Gonna get my name in a drawing for a free 40 buck book! :)  And all by playing a game I already enjoy playing

So what if I write a list of things that I want/ need to do, but only get about half of them done.

So what if I cry every time I see a show where Chef Ramsey offers help/ job/ training to one of the contestants that is getting eliminated.

So what if I have been crying at the drop of a hat.  Stress tends to do that to me.

So what if I'm still freaking out about next months rent because I HATE not knowing what's going to happen.

So what if I am being overprotective of my girls. After the fall last night, and the ensuing stitches, and a few articles i've read online the last week or so, I want to be sure they are as safe as I can keep them.

So what if i don't feel bad about that.

So what if I'm excited about movies coming out this year. 

So what if I want to go soak in a bubble bath all day when my legs hurt like they are today.

So what if I can watch the same movies over and over, and still tear up at certain moments.

So what if I write this, and not a single person gives a crap about it.  It helps me, and that's what matters right?

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And with that, there are a few other things on my mind that aren't so what kinds of moments.  SOO, i'm gonna go ahead and write them here too.

Last night my girls drove me crazy.  Desi and Ivy came in wanting to show me that "Desi could pick Ivy up"  Yeah, That's what I thought too.  Um NOO!!  But she did it anyway.  And almost dropped her in the living room.  Managed to avoid any major catastrophy, but I warned them not to do it again because someone could get really hurt. It was quiet for a few minutes, and then I hear a THUD.  And Ivy comes running out saying she hurt her chin.  At first, i thought it might just be a minor cut and we would clean it up, wrap it up, and go out our evening.  I was wrong.  VERY wrong.  It was a decent triangle cut, deep enough I KNEW it would need stitches.  SOO, i had to wake Ruben up a couple hours early to watch Desi and took ivy to the St. Anthony healthplex.  Were only there for about 2 hours (for an ER that's good up here) and she got 4 stitches.  Got home about 9:15-9:30, Ate a late dinner, and then off to bed.  But darn if it didn't stress me out and freak me out.  But once we were in the ER, i started to just giggle, because it was kinda funny.  Watching Desi try to pick Ivy up.  Crazy thing is that she actually DID get her off the floor a bit.  Of course, Ivy was very top heavy though, and Desi couldn't hold her.  But goodness, that child is strong, lol. 

This morning, of course, she woke up hurting like a b**ch.  Gave her some ibroprophen, and an Ice pack, and she's back to playing.  Got pics of before and after, which i MIGHT post later.  Still debating on that one.  Honestly, I'm surprised that one of them hasn't needed them before, as fearless as they are.  ya know?  SOO, we just kinda laughed it off, and did what we needed, and are now back about our business.  I just hope that we don't have to deal with any more anytime soon, lol.

Still stressing a bit about rent for next month.  I know we can probably get a little help from a few different places, but i just HOPE we can get it in time to pay the rent before they will evict us.  I seriously HATE stressing about all this crap.  It's exhausting.  I guess we will just see though.  I just hope we don't have to move anytime soon, because she really loves this school, and I love this apartment, etc.  Just gotta keep pushing and see what happens.  Any ideas would be greatly appreciated.

I've been watching all kinda of stuff on demand stuff this morning.  Leverage, Masterchef, Kitchen Nightmares, The Glee Project, Hells Kitchen.  And a few other things.  Love on demand, lol.  Cause I don't have to watch it when it comes on.  I can catch it (usually) the next day. 

I'm about to take some more meds and watch some more Tv while relaxing my legs.  It's been pretty bad today.  And then in a little while, I'm gonna HOPEFULLY get a good long bath to soak them, and see if that helps.  Can't wait until i can actually get to the doc and get stuff taken care of. I was hopeing to get it done during summer vacation so i wouldn't have to worry about appointments interfereing with school and stuff, but it doesn't look like that's gonna happen.  oh well.  It will happen eventually.

For now, I'm gonna stop rambling, because i'm not even sure what I'm really writing right now, lol.  LATER!