Ok life, seriously?

If it's not one damn thing it's another.  Just when I thought things were a tiny bit stable, and we had a little wiggle room, it turns out life had other plans.

We were told by a friend that he'd be able to cover what we needed to cover for rent this month.  So I had planned that the money we were going to make by helping a friend on Tinker move would be able to go to what we needed for Sept.  But, as i said above, life had other plans.  He had some unexpected bills come up, and will be about 100 short. :(  UGH! Seriously?  Thanks for letting me get my freaking hopes up only to drop the floor out from under me and kick me while I'm down.  So freaking tired of that shit happening. 

I mean, with what's going on I know I'll have the money for August.  But I'll need to come up with a good 150 (maybe more, maybe less - depending on a few things) for Sept.  Seriously freaking sucks!!! I have been told by friends and family to just have faith.  I'm losing faith, hardcore, right now.  We are doing everything we can, and it's just never enough it seems. 

If everything works out, I SHOULD be able to cover Sept too.  MIGHT need a little tiny bit of help, but if i work for it hard enough, I can cover it.  Just seriously sick of having to be so damn stressed and stuff. I can only do so much without help.

I am NOT looking forward to having to tell Ruben about it either.  I bet he's gonna take it just as bad as me.  Seriously sucks.  Guess we will just see what life has in store.  Gotta keep fighting.  I'm just seriously exhausted.  I'm not sure how much longer I can fight through this.  UGH!