Today has been a super emotional day.
And most of the things I was emotional over aren't a HUGE deal.
Yesterday I got a phone call from my sis.
And got some news that I think is great
But she isn't really sure about, lol.
She is pregnant!!!
She is pregnant!!!
I'm excited.
I kinda want another one
But truthfully, I'm not sure right now.
I have my mireana taken out this year
and we will decide for sure then.
Then I got a phone call from my parents
And they are gonna be in town this weekend.
Wanting to spend some time together Sat
And maybe some time Sunday
before they go back home on Monday.
So I've been cleaning house as best I can
Which, mind you, isn't a lot right now.
Darn my body being such a brat lately.
Oh well, gotta do what you gotta do.
Today, Everything set me off
When I found out Ruben's check wasn't in
and wouldn't be in until after 1:00
I broke down because I didn't wanna go alone
Mainly because there was still snow on the ground
even though the roads were pretty darn clear.
I had a panic attack at the thought
And actually broke down and cried.
UGH!
I HATE THAT
So we go pick up the check and go cash it
And pick up a few things
And in the course of shopping
Desiree lost her Elephant hat :(
Which SERIOUSLY sucks.
That was made especially for her last year
And the fact it's gone is depressing
After retracing our steps
and checking EVERYTHING
we came to the conclusion
that some horrible person took it
SOO, now I've gotta come up with the money for
or teach myself how to make
another one.
No clue what's gonna happen
But I know it set me off BAD.
And I cried most of the afternoon/ evening
Over a freaking hat!!!
Sometimes I HATE my anxiety
and how freaking emotional I get.
So tonight, I'm talking to friends
and trying to relax
Hopefully I can get a good nights sleep
cause tomorrow I HAVE to tackle the girls room
It is a DISASTER
And i don't want it to be when my parents get here
So wish me luck on a good nights sleep
And lets hope tomorrow is a better day.
NIGHT EVERYONE!
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