And it KINDA is.
Not SUPER manic, but manic none the less.
I keep thinking about so many things.
Here's just a few of the thoughts running in my head:
1
It's hard to believe that Wednesday I'll be 30!! It's seriously hard to believe it's here. Seems like just yesterday I was graduating high school, ready for anything the world had to throw at me. And then it did, heh. Went through a BILLION things that most people won't ever have to struggle through (thank goodness for them). They were super hard years that I thought would never end. Living on couches, wondering where our next meal would come from sometimes, and just hanging on for dear life praying we'd make it to tomorrow to do it all over again. It was exhausting. But at the same time, it's made us stronger. It's made us SMARTER. And it's made us appreciate the things we've worked our asses off to get. It's helped us see who were REAL friends, and who were fair weather friends. It's helped us realize that as long as we are alive, there is always a chance things will be better tomorrow. And that's something that some people never learn. The moment it gets hard they run to mama and she bails them out and they never learn to stand up for themselver. So while it was a CRAZY few years, I'm honestly glad we had to deal with them.
2
I am SOOO excited to get our income tax return. Still quite a ways off, BUT we filed them. And they will be e-filed on Wednesday (my birthday - how awesome is that, haha) And then it can take anywhere between 8 and 21 days to get it back. SOOO, we could have it as early as the 7th, but will probably have it closer to the 15-20th. Not a HUGE deal, but the sooner we get it back the better, haha. Replacing the TV, getting the car fixed, planning a vacation, new clothes (cause we BOTH need them) and a few smaller things. And I just hope that the car lasts until then. It's gonna be awesome though to FINALLY have the things we've needed for almost a year now.
3
I am ready for the trip down to arkansas. It's still almost two months away (thank goodness one of those months is a short month, haha). But I can't wait. I wanna see my family again. I wanna see my grandma. And I seriously, with a passion, can't wait to see my friends. Thank goodness we've got another reason to go down there because I don't know if we'd just make the trip to go since we really don't have THAT Much extra money after everything is taken care of.. Which kinda sucks royally, cause there were other places that I wanted to visit too! :( But life had other plans. It'll happen damnit!!! Just a matter of when. Probably gonna have to save up for it. Which I'm ok with, just might take a while. I just hope the people who want me to come visit can be patient with me!!
4
I am so thankful that Ivy went to school this morning. Last week SUCKED! It was hard because she'd wake up in the middle of the night hurting so bad she was crying and woke me up. I HATE seeing the littles hurting that bad because I know how it feels. SOO, it was good that she was able to stay home and feel better, but OY! That was a LONG week. We finished all the work she had last night, which was CRAZY! lol. But it's done. HOPEFULLY it was done right. But I guess we will see. She was excited to go to school this morning so that's a good thing. And as far as I can tell, nobody else got it which was one of the things I was SUPER worried about. YAY! *Knock on wood* cause I'm not gonna jinx it!
5
It is BEAUTIFUL outside right now. BEAUTIFUL! SOOO, Desi and I are gonna go run some errands here in a few minutes, and then we are gonna MAYBE go to the park after Ivy gets out of school (If i get to feeling a bit better, cause I'm hurting pretty good right now) And if we don't go to the park, I might put the dog up and open the patio door and let some of that awesome fresh air in (if the kids aren't TOO loud - which they probably will be - cause they are crazy, haha) Either way, it's pretty and I'm gonna enjoy being out in it. :)
6
I have a friend who is having a really hard time right now. Husband lost his job, and they've had to figure out funds and get rid of things they loved, etc, to make ends meet. And I just remember how much that SUCKED when we had to do it. So I really wish I could have helped more than just looking things up for them. I hope she knows how much I love her!!! And I can't wait to see her again! We will go out (my treat!!!) LOVE YOU
And that's all I can pin down right now. There's more up there, but that's what I've got ahold of long enough to write about it, haha. For now, we is outta here!
LATERS!
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