So What Wednesday + a little more ;)

Today is - of course - Wednesday.  SOOO, here's another installment of

SO WHAT WEDNESDAY.

And frankly, I have NO IDEA what's gonna come out today, haha. 

I'm in a pretty good mood though, so I doubt it will be anything depressing, heh.

SO WHAT WEDNESDAY

So what if I am excited about my birthday for no real reason.

So what if I am super excited to be 30, even though that means I'm

*GASP* OFFICIALLY an adult ;) lol.

So what if I'm not completely devestated that Ivy is sick.

Yeah, it SUCKS that she feels like crap.
But getting to sleep in has been kinda nice ;) 

I just hope she feels better soon, cause I HATE seeing her feel so blah.

So what if I'm excited for this weekend and OKC wars

So what if I hate my tummy.

The rest of my body looks awesome.

And i'll get there eventually.

So what if I'm excited for spring break

and both girls staying at my moms house.

So what if I just wanna sleep instead of doing housework.

So what if I am so sick of the car being a brat

but at the same time I'm glad we have one

because I know too many people who don't have one at all.

So what if I KNOW my "party" isn't gonna be a REAL party

because nobody is gonna show up

and I won't really get any gifts from anybody

other than Ruben, and maybe his family.

BUT, I'm totally ok with that.

So what if I've listened to the same song for days

So what if I WISH I could go to the Celtic Woman show

when it comes to OKC in a couple months

So what if I worked today for models in a game

that I'll probably only play once or twice and never pick up again

because for some reason I can't get into anything but Warmachine

So what if I'm in an awesome mood for no reason at all. :)

AND ONWARD

The last couple days I've been in some of the weirder moods I've been in for a while.  I'll be perfectly fine one minute, and the smallest thing will set me off in another direction.  Now, it's not always bad.  Sometimes it's sad, or happy, or crazy.  And I don't HATE it.  Well, not every time.  I'm manic.  And I know I am.  And I seriously wish that I could find some medicine that would actually help, heh.  But whatever.

We've been making all kinds of plans.  Talking about a billion different things we'd like to do, and making plans that we KNOW we can do.  Like income tax.  Long as everything goes as planned, we will have a good working car, a good working TV, and a good week long vacation.  We will also have another year of the zoo friends pass, and a set of bunkbeds for the girls.  There are other things that we need to do too, but whatever.  We will figure THAT out as we can. 

For now though, we have a lot of ideas.  I know we'd like to get to go to the Sabaton concert in Texas when it happens.  Which won't be a HUGE deal once the car is running good again.  We are gonna go to the Med faire in Norman for sure, and POSSIBLY the Ren Faire in Muskogee (long as funds work out, which they should)  We will be doing a TON around spring break while the girls are in Arkansas.  We are talking about a day/evening trip to Tulsa, Eating at a few resturants we have talked about, and picking up a few other things.  I've set back WAY more money for that week than we SHOULD need, hopefully, haha.  But it's gonna be awesome.  It's hard to believe that Ruben and I got married 10 years ago now! 

I've started working on crochet and figureing out things that I wanna do.  The broomstick pattern. Crochet animals and dolls.  Blankets. The crocodile stitch.  Stuff like that.  So we will SEE what happens.  My hands get pretty bad, so I can't do a WHOLE LOT all at once.  But I can put it down for a bit and come back to it.  Just gotta keep pushing through it so my hands get better.

Anyway.  I'm OBSESSED with the new Pink album.  I LOVE IT!  And I've got another few songs that I've been listening to a lot.  Been pretty nice to have some new music. :)

I'm gonna go try to catch a nap.
LATERS

LOVE YOU!