This MS flare

I know it's not the worst thing that could happen.
          I know it could always be worse

But right now, all I wanna do is scream
It's been since the Monday before Christmas
since I have had any independence.
It's been since the FRIDAY before that
where I could SEE normally.

It's just wearing on me
Mentally, Physically, and Emotionally

But HOPEFULLY things are looking up
I get my meds tomorrow
And the nurse comes out Monday
And I'll take my first shot then

Yeah, It's gonna suck
I hate needles
And the side effects are "flu like symptoms"
So I'll feel like crap for at least a day

BUT, it's a step in the right direction.
AND we should be getting insurance
Which means docs visits will be cheaper
AND both Ruben and I will be covered
SOO, we can both get to the doc
Him for his issues
and me for mine

I just hope this flare dies soon
I need to be normal
And the depression is getting to me
Makes things VERY tempting
And I KNOW I can't do them

BLAH

Anyway
Just wanted to update

LATERS!