My mind feels like it's full of so much right now and i can't really catch much of it at all. I really really hate being manic, you have no freaking idea. Right now, i'm just trying to find something to do that will actually keep my attention for longer than a few minutes. The problem right now is that it's really wet outside, and it's going to be a little warm. Not hot by any means, just the middle 80's, but still warm and wet = lots of humidity. Maybe we can go down and take a walk or something because i know that would at least keep us occupied for a while. As long as it doesn't look like it's going to rain on us again. If that's going to happen, i'm not sure what we will do. Maybe we can go down and play in the pool up at Ruben's job if it's going to rain again. I bet Lindsey wouldn't mind too much. I don't know though.
I've been planning Ivy's birthday party, and i just hope it all works out well for her. She's never really gotten to have an actual birthday party because we haven't had the money or the connections to have one. Now we do, and it's kinda nice. Hopefully some of the kids she knows will be able to come. I know Jaqui is going to take pics for me so i can focus on the party itself. I know we have the room up at Ruben's job and we will be able to use the pool, so that will be nice. I know that one girl may not be able to make it, but that's mainly because her little brother turns a year old right around there and they don't know what they are going to be able to do for him, so that's ok. I hope that the other little ones i invited will be able to make it. Caitlin, Bevin, and Sheridan Hoskins; Ryan, Aine, Hope, Korben. I know Savanah is going to be able to bring her son, so that's at least one person that will make it, so it won't just be her which will be just fine if nothing else works out. We are going to do a pinyatta. We are just trying to keep it as cheap as we can. The pinyatta is going to be 10 bucks, and i want to get the kids some other stuff to do too. OF course i'm using paper plates, cups and silverwear cause i don't feel like having to worry about washing anything. So as long as others actually get to show up, it will turn out really really awesome. Here's hoping.
I know tomorrow we are going to be working around the house and trying to get things cleaned back up because we really need to get it back to one. I'm exausted because i have been sick and fighting with migranes and all that. Hopefully tonight i can manage to get a good nights sleep because then maybe i wouldn't feel too bad and i could actually get some shit done around the house. WE need to get the Kitchen finished, the living room, and Ruben said he would do the bathroom. Hopefully i'm feeling better and i can get some work done on Ivy's bedroom and our bedroom. So we will just have to wait and see what happens tomorrow.
It's getting close to time to go pick Ivy up from school, and i hope she's had a good day. I don't want for her to have a bad time. Shes only in kindergarten and i would hate for her to have to deal with being teased and all the bulling this early in her school carreer. She needs to enjoy it now so that later when it starts to get really hard it won't be so bad. I just pray that everything goes ok for her because i remember being teased and tortured in school, and i wouldn't wish that on anybody. I got better toward the end, but the elementary school and middle school experience was HELL. Hopefully she doesn't have to deal with that.
This weekend my sister in law and I are going to go see "The Time Travelers Wife". It looks really sappy, and i'm kinda in the mood for a movie like that. This is the one thing that i do for myself, and it's nice to get to spend it with someone who reminds me a whole lot of myself a few years back. There are times i wish i were still single and had the freedom to get to do things i wanted to do, but at the same time i wouldn't trade the life i have now for that EVER. I get to watch two wonderful children grow up into something big and beautiful and super smart and all that. It's a joy for sure. It does have times where i just want to have some time to myself, because when all you do is take care of the house and the kids and you don't do much else, you need a bit of a break. So hopefully this will feel like that break for me again. It has the last few times. Here's hoping.
Ok, so i need to get off the computer, try to get ready to go get Ivy, and then figure out something to do so we don't go crazy. And then i get to come home and clean up on the living room a little, and cook dinner. Think i'm going to do Chicken Marrinara which just sounds really really good to me right now. So yeah, blah.
Neway, i am so out of here for a while.
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