August 12, 2009

What's the fucking point?

I do not understand why so many people don't like Obama. And more, i don't understand the fucking point of complaining and complaining and complaining about him. If you didn't want him in office, you should have voted, and if you were outvoted, that means you lost, plain and simple, so GET OVER IT!!!! The election is not for another few years, you just have to realize that it's something you have to deal with until it's over, and even then you may have to deal with it for another 4 years after that. THERE IS NO WAY TO TAKE IT BACK NOW, so stop complaining. And if he was such a bad choice, then why did he get elected? I, for one, think he's doing a pretty good job. Maybe not for the upper or middle class, but for those of us on the stinkin poor end of things, it's a good thing. The cash for clunkers thing, i think is awesome. The universal health care is something that should have happened a long ass time ago, and i don't understand why so many people are complaining about it. If you are paying for health care through some random company, then good for you. For those of us who can't afford the overpriced healthcare insurance, a chance to find some that is a little cheaper is a good thing. Get over yourself, and learn to accept the fact that it's happened, you can't change it, so WHY THE FUCK KEEP SPREADING NEGATIVITY? If you don't like him, that's your opinion, and it's your right to get to keep it, but it would do the rest of us a favor if you would keep it to yourself. KK?

Ok, now that that is off my chest, I really hate it when things don't go the way they need to go for me to have a good day. For example, when i lay desiree down, it would be nice if Ruben and Ivy would let her rest without having to go in a stir her back up again. I just laid desiree down for a bottle and a relaxing nap (hopefully) and Ivy had to go in a check on her, which caused her to sit up and start crying. I freaking hate that. If i lay her down, that means i want it to stay quiet and dark. God, i really wish that they would figure that out. Ruben's usually good about it, but Ivy just hasn't figured it out yet.

I need to figure out what i'm going to make for Dinner. I don't have a clue what i'm in the mood for, but i'm thinking it's probably going to be chicken marinara, which is super simple and good. I don't know, maybe. I mean, i have hamburgers up there, i have chicken marinara, and a few other things too. I am not even really hungry at this point in time. I guess i will just wait for Ruben to officially get up before deciding. Right now, i have to get Desiree so that she doesn't keep Ruben awake. BLAH!

I am so tired of the same old routine. It's going to be really bad once i don't have Ivy around the house during the day, because at least with her it was never the same thing twice, lol. I'm going to have to get really really creative with Desiree to keep us occupied. I know i'm going to be taking walks every now and then down by the water canal, especially once it starts to cool down a bit. I know i'm probably going to start walking a few different places. The water canal, of course, but then downtown too, maybe go walk around the mall when i've got money to actually spend (although the closest mall i all but dead, and the other one is a little ritzy for me really). I know that i'm going to have to find things that dont' take money to do too, at least for the first few months of this whole school year. I've got Desiree's birthday coming up on Tuesday so this check has to spend money for that, and then i think i'm going to go ahead and get some of the stuff for Ivy's birthday too so that it won't be so hard on the next check. Then the next check will have to go to the rest of Ivy's birthday stuff, which is going to hopefully be an actual birthday party, because i want so badly for her to have a good one. I don't want her to not get the good birthday because i'm awkward with other parents. BLAH. It's going to be really hard for me to deal with that social situation, but at the same time it's going to be great for Ivy, and that's all that really matters huh? Then at some point we have to set back money to go to arkansas in October for Jeremy's wedding. Hopefully we can figure out what's up with the car by then cause i really don't want to risk it with it acting the way it is right now. Then we also have to have the money for izumicon in november, then of course we have christmas after that, then my birthday. So it's going to be freaking crazy as hell for the rest of the year. And that doesn't include the money that we will surely need for Ivy's school stuffs. BLAH, i hate dealing with money, and i hate worrying about it even freaking more.

Here pretty soon i need to get Ivy inside, fed, and in the bathtub so she can be in bed by 9. That's her bedtime, and it seemed to do us good last year. Then she has to be up and around by about 7:30 to have time for breakfast, to get her hair fixed up pretty, make sure she's got everything she needs for school, and be ready to go. Speaking of stuff she needs, i need to find the letter for her lunch stuffs. That way they know that she qualifys for free lunches. I know that at some point we are going to get her a really cute lunch box so on days that she doesn't really like what's for lunch she can take something she does like. Blah, i have so fucking much to do right now, so i need to get off the net and fix things now before i just really don't have time to get it done in a nice way, without having to rush around. So yeah, it's one of those things. So i'm outta here for a while, and i will be back later i'm sure if i can't get my mind to settle any more

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