And of course, that's what happened to me. Had an absolutely horrible day, so the night had to go shitty as well. After the whole thing was said and done yesterday, i definently needed that drink i had. Now, if only i had been able to keep it at that one bottle, i wouldn't feel like i have the hangover from hell. Finishing the bottle did give me a very slight buzz, which was what i was really going for, but aparently i just couldn't let that be enough, and the longer i sat there the more i wasnted "just one more" So i finished off what was already in the house as far as rum goes, and then i STILL wanted more, so i went and bought a pint of 151, and finished that off as well. That's the last thing i can really remember about last night. I kinda remember trying to stand up to go to bed, but wasn't sure if i actually made it or not. Aparently ruben finished putting me in there, because i have discovered that i have a spot of carpet burn on my right hip from where i'm sure i hit the floor.
And then the night didn't get much better. Friday is the one and only night a week that Ruben and I get to sleep next to each other, at least most weeks. Last night i went to bed, and he was supposed to take a muscle relaxer and come to bed too. But when i got woke up at 5 this morning he was asleep on the couch instead. I was soo upset. One night a week, and he can't even give me that without either a damn fight out falling asleep on the couch for the majority of the night. It's just not fair. But then again i guess that's just the way things go for now huh? Life is going to suck for a while. Don't know what i did to deserve it, and i'm kinda tired of trying to figure it all out, so i'm just going to sit back, and survive the ride, and pray that there's a rainbow with a pot of gold at the end of it all.
Today we need to get some more work done on the house. i know we aren't going to be able to have the yard sale we wanted to have this year. Just not enough time and help to get things sorted through here and in storage over at the in-laws. it's Frustrating, because i know that we could really use the money right now, and that would get us some. maybe i can bust my ass soon and get things done so we can have one, but i doubt it. There is just too much left to do right now. So yeah, gonna have to wait and see what happens, but i'm not betting on anything at all right now
Fighting with a hangover sucks first thing in the morning. With a serious passion. I know i should probably get up off the couch and go eat something and take some painkillers and try to help it out a little bit, but i just don't want to fight with it right now. I just want to go back to bed, but unfortunantly both girls are up and raring to go. And the dog is outside being her typical bratty self. Maybe Ruben will let me have a nap today somehow, cause i'm sure i can use it. But for now, i think i'm going to attempt to load up the need for speed most wanted game, and proceed to beating the number 10 on the list. See if i can't numb my mind out with that for a little while. That would be a good thing, as far as i'm concerned.
LYZ
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