I have a darkness inside me right now. It's suffocating, and I can't find my out. I need help, but can't ask for it because then I'd have to tell WHY it's there, and that's something most people don't need to know right now. It's frustrating. I've been doing what I did for a few months, and nothing has ever even felt wrong, let along gone wrong. I told one person who i trust, and he's been very helpful. But I just feel... I don't know... wrong. I have felt so depressed the past few days. I want to drink again ( I haven't, don't freak) and I have wanted to just curl up and sleep all the time. I just want it to go away.
Neway. I have a cake to make. And I need to figure out clothes for the girls, wake Ruben up, and get laundry together. So I got to go. Laters
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