BUSY BUSY BUSY

OMG things are busy right now:

Tonight, i've got to clean out my car, clean my living room (cause it's a mess) and the normal everynight things i do around the house. Dinner, wake the hubby, put the kids to bed, and take a shower.

tomorrow i've got an interview for a housecleaning job at 10:30am. Then to deep clean my own home. I'm sick of looking at the little things that are out of place. Time to get them back where they belong.

Saturday we will probably spend around the house since it's supposed to be super hot. maybe spend the majority of the day just lounging around playing games with the family.

Sunday is laundry day (as always)

Monday i need to call the school back and find out about the in-district transfer. Then i need to call the lawyers office and find out if they've heard ANYTHING new since we spoke last time. Then i need to figure out what we are gonna do as far as the rent and electric bill. We only have enough to cover the rent, and not the electric bill, but we HAVE to pay the electric bill cause of the average monthly billing and if we don't we hvae to pay the account balance which is STUPID high and would put us out on our asses. EEK! So Ruben and I have to figure that out monday

THEN, hopefully, tuesday i go get Ivys enrollment taken care of at Country estates. I PRAY SHE GETS TO STAY THERE. Although, i think i'm more nervous about a new school than she is. So if she has to go, it's gonna mostly be me freaking out!

So yeah, the next few days are gonna be uber busy. I just hope we can work it all out, ya know?

On other notes, i've been seriously considering where we are gonna end up moving to after another year here. This year we are spending all our money on cars and other misc things, but the year after, we are probably going to take our income tax and MOVE! We are considering moving back down towards Sallisaw/Fort Smith. I don't know if it will happen, but i guess we will see. i know it would be nice to end up somewhere that wasn't RUSH RUSH RUSH all the time. The pace up here is so fast all the time, sometimes i just can't keep up. With Ruben's work experience in the hotel industry, i'm sure he could get a really good job down there if one was hiring. I don't know for sure how much things cost, but i'm sure we can figure something out. i mean, we're living in an appartment anyway, so if we can find another apartment down there to move into for a while, or a rent to own home would be even better.

I'm apparently super emotional. I just called my dad to find out if he knew how much land down there costs, and we talked for a few minutes, and he just cut me off. And it's got me on the verge of tears. I guess I miss them all way more than i give it credit for. I know i miss spending time with my friends down there, and i miss actually getting to see family. Up here we just get to see his parents on a regular basis. I don't get to hang out with friends EVER anymore. I SOMETIMES get to hang out with my sis-in-law, but that's not entirely the same. It gets super lonely, and i'm tired of being lonely. Especially with ruben's work schedule, it's hard sometimes. I get to sleep beside him one night a week, and spend MAYBE two days a week really doing things with him, if either of us feel like it and we can afford it, which to be honest, is rare at best. I just need to figure something out to keep me occupied. Next year, if we have enough left out of income tax, we are gonna get season passes to the zoo, the science museum, and possibly white water and frontier city. That way we ALWAYS have something to go do, without having to pay an arm and a leg EACH time we go. ya know? Hopefully it works out. Hell, i might get one with one of the times i get paid from the housecleaning. It's only like 65-70 bucks for the whole family. And that would definently be worth it, especially as fall starts to come in. I don't know, we will see.

NEWAY, seriously, need to get outta here, lol. LATERS