procrastionation

Today seems to be the day of it. I've still yet to get the laundry together so we can go do it at the inlaws house. I really don't want to go do it. I don't feel good. I don't want to deal with the drama that is potentially going on over there. I don't want to have to deal with lugging the laundry there and back, and just having more that needs to get put up. We already have too much going on to keep up with it all. It's frustrating.

So i've got to get the laundry together and get it washed. I need to get the rest of the laundry and clothes sorted and put up. I need to get the rest of the house together and cleaned. And hopefully the money for my cake class supplies will come in the next couple days so i can get them taken care of and maybe have a few extra dollars for gas money to go clean at James house and get to my class saturday. It's frustrating, to say the least. There's a million and a half things going on. It's so hard to say the least to have so much to do, and so much that i'm thinking about, and to not really get much ehlp with it. I love Ruben, don't get me wrong, but the fact that his job makes it so hard for us to get time together, for him to help me, and for me to get ME time is just really hard to handle.

Right now, i've waited as long as i can. I need to get it together and get it done. UGH. And i've got to stop by the store on the way home tonight and get the stuff for dinner. I've got the noodles and the sauce, but we don't have the hamburger meat. So i've got to get that.

Neway, laters