Mental jumble

My mind is like a puzzle that's all mixed up right now. All the pieces are there. I can feel them. But at the same time, i know that they aren't exactilly in the right order. It's a bit frustrating to feel this way, but there isn't too much i can do but deal with it and move on.

Still waiting to hear back from the lawyers office. Part of me is hopeful that it will happen soon, and that it will be on the higher end of the estimates that i made when we heard. But the other part of me knows that it will probably be less than we are expecting, and to not get my hopes up. Especially the way things have gone the last year. I think the biggest problem at this point is the waiting. I swear, waiting and I do not agree. Hopefully we hear something soon.

The house is slowly starting to get more and more cluttered. It's frustrating after putting so much work into it to not get any help keeping it up, and i can't do it all. I know that some people think i'm super woman, but i'm not, lol. Just a little help would be nice. And hopefully with income tax we can afford some more organizational stuff so that we can REALLY get the house clean and organized. That would be a huge relief. Again, i guess we will see huh?

Right now, i'm about to try to lay down and get a nap. Desiree finally went down for a nap, Ivy's in her room playing, and the house is quiet. If i'm gonna get one, it's gotta be now.

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