Is it really june?

Ok, seriously, where did the start of the year go? We are almost halfway through? OY!

Lots have happened since i wrote last. An entire month in fact, lol.

We finally got my medical settlement. Only just over a year after i quit treatment. Which honestly i think is stupid as hell, but when i found out why, it wasn't so bad. And we ended up getting more than we were expecting, and just in time for Ruben's birthday. We still didn't end up getting what we were SUPPOSED to get done, but it's gotta be ok now because it's already gone, haha. But it's kool. He had a great birthday, we went to the Renne faire and got some stuff we really wanted. Just a bunch of great stuff. I've still got just a bit that i'm using sparingly on the girls and I for summer so we can go do stuff on occassion, so yeah.

Ivy had her end of school stuff. And the last day of school she won an award that is given to one student per class per year. Awesome huh? It was the outstanding citizenship trophy! Such an awesome girl she is! And her best friend got the trophy for the highest GPA for the YEAR! So yeah. The two of them are awesome if you ask me. Need to call her and let the girls play

Right now we are taking things kinda slow. Just going with the way things go. Making ends meet. We pay all the bills on time, have money for gas and cigs and some extra stuff. We have gamefly, netflix, and lots of cable. I can't complain. Not really.

But there are times where it just seems so mundain. There is nothing new. It's a rut that i get sick of. And i can't do anything about it. I keep it to myself. Just make things work out. Cause otherwise things go to shit. And no offence, but it's not really worth it.

So anyway, i need to finish dinner, find some movie to watch, and wake Ruben up. And then i will probably crash. I'm exausted. LATERS