more to say

I did have a bit more to say about today, but had to gather the words before i could put them down. It's hard to catch them all sometimes, especially in the mood i've been in the last little while.

I get super sick of the drama at the in-laws house. I wish i could afford to do laundry here at the apt complex sometimes, so i could just skip it all together, but alas, i can't. So i go over there and deal. The last few weeks haven't been too bad. Same petty bullshit as always. But they kept the drama down to a minimum. But aparently it's been building those last few weeks, because it came FLOODING out today.

First thing when i got there i could feel the tension in the air. No offence, but when it's thick enough to cut with a butter knife, it's a bit much. Aparently my FIL (father in law) started drinking as soon as he woke up, and that made my MIL (mother in law) upset. So there was a lot of tension between them. She wanted him to just pass out already, and he fought it until less than an hour before we left. OMG, i hate that shit, just sayin.

Then my MIL likes to guilt trip my SIL about money to pay bills that she forgot and has late fees tacked on to. And my SIL likes to bitch to me about the whole situation. I've told her over and over and over, and what i tell her isn't going to change, that she HAS TO STOP GIVING THEM THINGS. The only way to get out of that situation is to drop them in the deep end and make them learn how to swim. They keep getting things handed to them. Money for rent, money for food, money for bills, money for gas, from their KIDS, but the money that THEY BRING IN goes to alcohol, and other things that aren't NEARLY as important. And the thing is, they are NEVER going to change until they are forced to. The kids have some kind of strange loyalty to their parents, and just can't break those ties.

So i had to listen to the MIL bitch about the FIL, and the SIL bitch about the MIL, and then the BIL came in and asked how i was doing and brought up ALL the drama. I'm sorry, but I DO NOT CARE ABOUT YOUR PETTY PROBLEMS, AND THE BULLSHIT YOU DO TO YOURSELF. If you're gonna bitch to me about something, at least have the BALLS to step up and do something about it. Otherwise, stop bitching to me. Because no offense, but i get tired of hearing the same shit week after week after week after week. It's not kool, k?

I've got my own problems. I don't need yours too. I have my own bills to pay, my own house to clean, and my own drama to deal with. I don't have someone to just bitch to about it because they either bitch back about their problems, they try to fix them, or they tell people that just have no business knowing. So i don't tell many people my problems anymore. It's not worth it.

So yeah, that was the majority of my day. Ruben should be waking up here pretty soon. Then we will do dinner. And then the GOOD tv shows start. Leverage at 8, The Glee Project at 9, and the repeat of True Blood at 10:10. SOOO, i get to see all three of the shows i wanna see tonight :) Awesome how that just works out, lol. For now though, i'm gonna load up some more Epic Mickey, and forget about the world for a while. At least, that's the plan. LATERS