Cause i think i lost it along the way. There are SO many things runing around in my head, and it's seriously hard to keep up with it all. And so many things going on in the outside world just doesn't help either. Between dealing with the inspection and pest control (who were supposed to be here between 10 and 1, and it's now after 1), trying to keep Desiree from destroying the house, keeping the dog quiet in the bedroom so she doesn't wake Ruben up, and trying to not feel all anxious (which drives me CRAZY because i know i have nothing to hide) I just feel like pulling my hair out, or taking a shot, and i can't do either. Just ready for things to be over so i can start putting the kitchen back together. It always takes twice as long to put it all back as it did to take it out. And it drives me crazy.
And on top of that, we got some not great news from the school today :( One of the fourth grade teachers has to leave the school (i have no idea why, and didn't ask) and Ivy's teacher, Mrs. Danner, is moving up to take her place. SOO, Mrs Danners class is being split up into the other classes. That REALLY sucks, cause she is super excited to be in her class, and now she's gonna have to move and all that, and it's just not fair. I just hope it doesn't kill her great excitement about school. Guess we will find out. It's not like i can really change what's happening. And i think that's what's gonna be so hard. I hate being out of control.
I've started looking around and ordering things for christmas. Gonna get Desiree an elephant hat, Ivy a purse, and My mother in law and sister in law tatted butterfly bookmarks from a friend of mine. I really have no idea what i'm gonna get for the girls yet, but it's still months off , so i'm not TOO worried about it.
Honestly, for the girls, i'm more worried about what to get them for their birthdays. Desiree wil be 3 years old in 2 days. OY! Where did the time go. For her, we got a foam alphabet puzzle, a barbie, three books, and some counting blocks, so far. And we are gonna split the price of a wee pet unicorn pillow pet :) She's gonna LOVE it! I just hope it actually happens. Otherwise, she's got some AWESOME stuff coming, so it will be good.
Now it's 1:30, and they are STILL not here. And i'm beginning to wonder if they are gonna show at all. I know if they don't, i'm gonna be PISSED that i cleaned out the entire kitchen because they said they were coming, and then they didn't. And Ruben will have to call and find out what happened in the AM, cause that wouldn't be a good phone call for me to make.
Anyway, i think i'm gonna go start up a game or something to kill some time before i go absolutely mad. Too much stress is killer, and it's driving me insane. UGH!
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