Easter weekend

First of all

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!

Hope you have an awesome day!

Well, it's Easter again.  Hard to believe the last year has gone by so freaking fast.  A year always seems to go so fast, and it's getting faster the older we get, heh.  But then, I was told that by a few different people.  Still, makes how fast everything changes harder to handle sometimes.  I'm sure you understand.

Random piece of information: In just 13 days I will have been dealing with my body rebelling hardcore for a year.  A YEAR!  Now, I've probably had this for a whole lot longer than I actually know about. I always just shrugged it off as Fibromyalgia - since my mom has it.  Or exhaustion.  Or, or, or.  There were always other reasons for it.  BUT, it does certainly make it all make sense.

We dyed just short of 2 dozen eggs yesterday.  I made two easter baskets with just under 11 bucks.  They aren't as awesome as they usually are, but they had one.  Would have made me cry if I wasn't able to do that for them.  I love to see their smiles. :)

Here in just under an hour we will be out the door and off to the in-laws house for egg hunting and lunch, and laundry.  Oh laundry.  I seriously wish it could do itself, haha.  But alas, nobody has invented that yet, so i must take care of it.

This last week was pretty hard.  After vacation and getting to spend time with Ruben for a week straight - sleeping when we wanted, eating when we wanted, and always having each other around - the fact he had to go back to work was hard.  But it didn't really hit me until yesterday.  We had gone to bed EARLY Friday night, so we all woke up early and went for a walk to watch the sunrise.  It was beautiful.  But when we got home we were exhausted.  So we laid down for a nap.  It was the hardest thing in the afternoon, after I'd been up for a few hours, that he was still asleep.  And I realized just how much I miss him while he's at work and sleeping all day.  It does get lonely.  I'm just glad we have been able to make the most of the time we do have.  Because without that, I doubt we'd be as good as we are right now.  And at one point I broke down and cried, and just hugged him because I really do miss him.  i miss all the time we got together the first few years together.  Yeah, they were really super hard years, full of tons of crap we couldn't control, living on peoples couches, and wondering where our next meal was gonna come from - but we were together.  And that meant a lot.  Now, at least, things are more stable.  And we've found things to do together that make the time we do have special.

This next weekend is the Med Faire in Norman.  Gonna go down and watch some of the shows and stuff.  We probably won't have any money to buy anything, but it shouldn't be TOO big of a deal.  Gonna be fun still.  It was last year, and we were just as broke.

I really want to find a way to get to the Renn Faire in Muskogee, but I'm not sure that's gonna work out as well.  It's a longer trip, in a car that doesn't work so well, with very little funds.  SOOO, we might just have to be content with the Med faire and be done with it for this year, heh.

HOPEFULLY they can get the car fixed before TOO long.  It's already starting to get hot out there, and I can't handle the heat so well.  So if it's not fixed soon, it's gonna be one hell of a long summer again - especially since we won't be able to get out that much because of the fact the heat makes me feel worse.  Unless we go out EARLY, we will be stuck in the house a lot.  Although, maybe we can find something that the girls and I can do on the super hot days. Guess we will find otu, heh.

For now, gotta get laundry together and get going. 

BLAH!

LATERS!