And the frustrating thing is
It's always over something STUPID!
Like right now, I've got a few things I need to take care of. I need to ship a package. I need to get Desi and appt with the doc to get her shots caught up so I can enroll her for Kindergarten start of August. And I need to get some more work over on base.
Now, the last one HOPEFULLY will take care of itself when I'm over helping Brita get ready to move cause she said she will introduce me to some families over there. So hopefully that'll result in a few more jobs over there, and maybe a steady line of work. If not, it's not the end of the world. Just gonna be super super tight without that extra work.
Getting over to the post office - for some reason - really screws with my head when I've got to go alone. But I seriously need to get that package shipped out because it was supposed to go out almost two weeks ago to the winner of the drawing on Wish Upon A Star. BLAH! I just need to do it, cause once I get there it's not such a huge deal. But the anxiety of what MIGHT happen (which is SO STUPID) keeps me from going, and that is beyond frustrating. UGH!
And the making an appointment for Desi to get updated on her shots so she can start school this year. It's a new doctor, which is one thing. It's calling a new doctor, which is another. And then the actual anxiety of going to the appointment with the new doctor. I just hate the fact that I've put it off for as long as I have because I always feel like they are gonna look at me like I'm a horrible mother for being so far behind, or whatever. It's stupid. I really need to get to the doc myself again for my anxiety and see if they can give me something that isn't gonna make me PISSY when i take it, cause what I've got now I can take and it does help, but when it starts to wear off I become the biggest bitch in the room. And that's not good for anybody involved. I might just have to get Ruben to make the appointment, because then I'd HAVE to go and stop putting it off, because it really can't wait much longer or I'm not gonna be able to get her enrolled and she NEEDS to go. She's super smart, and I can't really teach her at home because I just don't have the energy, or patience, to do it myself. Or money for that reason. i could use the K12 program which would get me the materials and stuff for free, but there's always something else that she'd need - like paper, or pencils, etc etc etc. And right now our budget is so tight it squeeks!
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I'm sending prayers, and healing energy, and happy thoughts to a couple of people right now. Each fighting their own battle, and each one breaks my heart.
Daniel - who was in a car accident early last week. He ended up better than he COULD have ended up, but still had to have surgery to get his arm/ hand working again. He apparently braced with his arm, so it took the brunt of the impact and pretty much shattered it. :( Just the thought of that sounds SOOOO painful. But when we went up to see him he seemed to be doing pretty good all things considered. And you could tell he was happy that his arm was working again. He kept waving with that hand, haha. But he's got a good long road to recovery ahead of him. So please, keep him in your prayers.
Brian O'Bar - who is in the hospital fighting a seriously intense bacterial infection in his blood. He's finally starting to look better, but still not doing super hot. And his wife Catherine. I understand that fear and frustration all too well from when Ruben was in the hospital for a couple nights because of Strep bacteria in his blood that nearly killed him! So prayers, and healing energy, and peace ot them as well.
And last, but definetly not last
Loren - Who fell and hit his head a couple nights ago and is having some serious amnesia - not remembering anybody or anything, and only knowing what those in his life are telling him. Please pray for his memory to come back, and for him to be better. :( I can only imagine how difficult that would be to not remember anything or anybody. And how hard it must be for those in his life too. So, again, prayers for peace, healing energy, and the ability for his memory to come back again quickly!
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Got a lot of crazy coming up. Gonna be pretty awesome though.
Tomorrow we might be going to the zoo with our friend and her sons for story time at the childrens zoo. Get there early and stay through story time, and then get home before it gets too hot. It'd be nice to see her again, since it's been a few months now since we were able to get out and visit with her.
Saturday is game night - and hopefully we can have a full game night, heh. HOPEFULLY Daniel will feel like coming, and Dave can get enough rest that he will be able to make it too. But I guess we will just see what happens. Even if they can't make it, Ruben and I will still make the most of it, like we did this past Sat night. Played a quick two player game of Ascension (sp?). It was fun.
Then Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday I'm gonna go out on base and help Brita get ready to move. Mostly organizational stuff so that they will have what they need when they make their car trip family vacation thing they have planned, and then know what stuff needs to get shipped out first so it'll be there when they do finally get there. Shouldn't be too hard of a job. And then while I'm there hopefully she can introduce me to a few people who might need me to come out and work for them on occassion too. Which could be awesome.
Then Wednesday I'm gonna go out and clean for James. Shouldn't be nearly as hard since they actually got the dishwasher working again. :) So it'll mainly be straightening up the kitchen and living room, which isn't hard at all.
Then Thursday is payday - and we will get our Tickets for Saturday.
Friday is the one day we really don't have anything planned for yet, but that's perfectly fine with me, lol. Probably use it to make sure our house is clean so we won't have to do it Saturday.
Because Saturday is Soonercon. Big gaming convention - and it's gonna basically be in our back yard, haha. It's at the hotel right beside where Ruben works. Which is like 10 -15 mins from home. :) So that'll be fun. Long as we can get the sitter to actually watch the girls. Gonna have Ruben ask for that one, haha. she seems to respond better to him.
Then July 4th - which is a Thursday - so we won't be getting out to watch anything. But we will probably have the big New York one on TV. The 6th Ruben will mow for James for a little extra money. The 9th we are spending with the family from Texas, so that'll be fun. Then Friday the 12th we are going to see Pacific Rim in theaters. :)
So LOTS going on, but it's like I always say:
I'd rather be busy than bored.
I get into less trouble that way
I get into less trouble that way
haha
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I'm about to take my painkillers and take my anxiety and frustration out on my house. It's not really that bad, but there are a lot of little things that need to make it back into their places. And if we can keep up with it, maybe - just maybe - this weekend we won't have to spend three hours cleaning up for game night, heh.
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