And yeah, I kinda expected it cause Ruben had the three day weekend. Hell, it's hard enough him going back to work on Sunday night WITHOUT the three day weekend, so I just knew it was gonna happen. Sad part is, I wasn't even really awake without him for very long today, but I'm still SUPER emotional. Probably a combo of things, but still.
I mean, there was him going back to work after the three day weekend. There's the fact that I'm hurting like a BITCH right now cause the weather is flip flopping again (97 to 77 overnight Sat night, and then it's gonna come back up 10 degrees at a time over the next two days? - yeah, that makes me hurt, heh) Then the fact that Ruben didn't go to bed until 2 doesn't help. And the fact that we are BROKE broke - so we can't afford to get out and do anything and we are stuck inside until he gets paid again (HOPEFULLY). And then there's the fact that I'm not gonna be able to make it to Whitneys baby shower. The time it's at is just too hard for us to make. I mean, we could go down and bring her stuff and see people - but we'd have to leave as soon as the shower started just to make it home in time for Ruben to make it to work on time. Seriously though, I'll be happy when we have two cars so we don't have to worry about those choices again. BUT, I've already talked to her and she knows why I can't make it. AND she knows that Mom is gonna help pay for the girls and I to make it down (and maybe Ruben if we can afford it - or its one one of his days off) to see the baby when it's born. :) Honestly, i'd rather be able to do that anyway. I didn't get to see 'Kenzi until she was a few months old. i wanna be able to see the newest little well before that!!!
And this is one of those times I wish we lived closer. I know we LOVE it up here. LOVE. There are a tone of things that we've grown spoiled to, haha. The water canal and the zoo just to name a couple, haha. But there are times - like this week - where I wish we lived close enough to see everyone down in Arkansas a hell of a lot more often. I miss them like freaking crazy!!! I'm honestly looking forward to the girls both being in school so we can save up some money during the school year - hopefully - and make a few trips down over the next little while. Having a working car does seem to help with that too cause it won't cost us an arm and a leg and a kidney just to make it a few miles and then have to do it again. THANK YOU AGAIN CASSIE! You serioulsy don' tknow how greatful we are for that!
Gonna do something super simple for dinner - pizza and breadsticks - and just lay around and watch TV. I got a GOOD long nap today (probably my meds and the weather working together to kick my butt) so I can't really complain. And my pain is even a BIT better after the nap, so that's a good thing.
Tomorrow we might take the girls to the zoo for a good walk and then storytime. And get them a few books through the reading program out there. :) So that'll be nice. Maybe - just gotta see how the weather holds and what's going on with how we are feeling and stuff.
Just needed to ramble a bit. Not much obviously, cause I can't think of much else currently (might be back later tonight though). Gonna go get dinner done, wake Ruben up, and straighten on the house. LATERS!
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