My life is WONDERFUL
Never think it's not.
We have a great roof over our heads
food in our stomach
clothes on our back
great friends and family
Everything we NEED.
But have you ever just wanted to run away?
To find something to be passionate about?
Life has gotten so routine
So routine in fact, that it's BORING, haha.
We do the same things over and over and over.
We rarely get to try anything new.
Being broke tends to do that though, lol.
We do get to do fun stuff sometimes
But it's rarely EXCITING.
It's going for a walk by the canal
Taking the girls to the zoo
or letting the girls play at Draper
It's going for a drive around the city
to look at the lights
We wanted to save up to go to Frontier City
but then two jobs fell through
and we lost 70 bucks we were gonna have
and then we had to buy school supplies
and had to pay another 20
That was the vast majority of the money
we were saving up.
So not Frontier City unless something DRASTIC happens
and we make a lot of money really fast.
That's ok though
We will go next year
and with season passes too :)
We wanted to go to Tokyo in Tulsa
But lost money we wanted to use for that
There are other cons, and we might go to them
Just have to see what happens
As the school year draws closer
I get more and more antsy
I have NO CLUE what I'm gonna do with myself
I mean, I've been a stay at home mom
for 5 years now!
Yeah, I've worked SOME out of the house
but never more than a day or two at a time
I'm going to have 4 days a week
where I'll have at least 3 hours to myself
And I know that sounds GREAT
and to most people it would be
But i have no clue how I'm gonna fill them.
I thought about taking a class
But nothing is going on in thos hours
I thought about working for myself
And maybe I still will
But I just don't know if my body will hold out
So I CAN work all that much.
I might use some of the extra money we will have
and start making crafts to sell at the local stores
E-cig stuff
Pagan stuff
Bags
necklaces
Hell, the possibilities could be endless
But that's hard for me too
because then I'd have to be able to keep interest
and for longer than a week or two
which is what seems to be the longest I last
At least right now
Maybe if I were making money with it it'd be different
I know Ruben's got some models that he's thinking about selling
So I might help with that on E-bay or something
IDK
I just really have no clue what to do.
And thinking about all of it
just makes me want to run away for a while
Go find something EXCITING
Visit friends I haven't seen in a while
Hang out with family from other states
Go to the beach and stick my feet in the sand
Maybe I'm being over dramatic
Maybe it won't be that bad.
I guess I'll find out huh?
Tomorrow is FRIDAY
YAY!
Get to spend the day with my loves
No idea what we will do
Doubt we will leave the house much
If any, cause it's gonna be HOT
I know we need to clean house
But I really don't wanna spend all day doing that
Maybe we can go to the Zoo
Or take the girls to the lake and actually go hike
Something we've never done up here would be great
But truly, I doubt Ruben will want to.
Chances are we will stay home
and play games
and watch movies
and pass out early.
The only things planned are:
Game night Saturday
Laundry Sunday
Payday and Enrollment Thursday
and then a new weekend/ week starts
Desiree's birthday is the 18th
So I'll get to do some shopping for it
out of this check
Then school starts the 19th
Which will be WEIRD!
Seriously, not sure how I'm gonna handle it, haha.
Then Sept 5th is Ivy's birthday
And I'm gonna TRY to plan a good party
Where we can invite her class
plus the friends she's got around town.
But we have to wait and see about funds
Maybe I can get Ruben's boss
to let us use his hotel for the party
That way we can go swimming
and then have the good room for the party.
But I need to call and find out about that
And probably soon, lol.
Just a lot going on
and at the same time nothing at all
Ever been there?
Yeah, it's weird.
Anyway, I need to go figure out dinner
and wake Ruben up
So i'm out
LATERS!
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