Ya know, this one has always been kinda hard for me. Not because I don't have dreams or anything, but because I have so many that seem important to me. So I'm just gonna write a little and see what comes out.
My main aspiration is to be the best possible person I can be. To always pay forward the blessings we receive. To make the people in my life proud of me - even if they never really say it. To prove those who said I'd never become anything completely wrong, because I know that as long as I try - and try hard - that I can do anything I set my mind to. I always want to make the world a better place, and I will always do whatever I can do to make that happen.
My next aspiration is to raise the girls in a way that will make the world a better place. To teach them responsibility, and tact, and truth. To help them every single day to know the difference between right and wrong, and not be afraid to act on what's right no matter what those around them are doing. To show them how much they are loved, and how - no matter how angry we may get sometimes, or how often we fight - we will always love them. Show them that they can always talk to me if they have a problem, and I will always do my best to help them through whatever it is they are facing. And I will do my best to never judge them for any mistakes they might make. Because, after all, we are all human and we all make mistakes. And it'd be kinda hypocritical to judge them for a mistake that I'm sure I made at some point or another, haha.
And the last one is to better myself, my family, my friends, and my life at least a little every single day. Be it through art, or music, or reading a new book. Just add a new experience, or a new lesson, to every single day. There is so much in this world to experience, and sometimes we make excuses to not get out and live. Sometimes it's because we are "too busy" or we are "afraid that it won't be any good", or that it's too expensive, or or or. Know what I mean? But there are TONS of things in life to do that don't require money. Some don't even require that much time. So I'm determined to stop making excuses and start making memories. I know it's not as easy as it sounds. I've been fighting this battle for a very long time. But I'm to a point in my life where there's no more time for excuses. With my MS, and the way it tackles me and makes me absolutely useless sometimes - I need to make the most of every good moment that I have. So no more excuses. No more "reasons" not to do something. It's time to make the most of every day, and become a better person for it. :)
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