September 19, 2013

Moments like this

The last couple days have been - lets say..... interesting.
 
I've known for months now that around this time the Mirena I have would start to wear off.  I know I need to get to the doctor and have them change it out for another one.  Gotta get ahold of soonercare and make sure that I'm still on the family planning care, and also that find out where my doctor is at.  And my STUIPD anxiety has me all freaking out about it.  It's frustrating as hell, because I KNOW that it's something that I need to get done - but I just can't bring myself to make the phone calls.  BLAH! lol.  Thank goodness for Ruben.  He said he will call for me tomorrow so we can get that taken care of. He wants another baby even less than I do, haha.  SOOO, yeah.  Gotta get that taken care of.
 
Then I also need to take Ivy to the doctor for a check-up.  She hasn't been doing too good the last week or so, and I need to make sure there's not more going on than what we think there is.  We are pretty sure that she is hyopglysemic (sp?) - meaning her blood sugar drops and she gets weak and dizzy.  We've been working on it by sending snacks to school with her so that she has something to put on her stomach when she has one of those moments.  And we also think she has allergy induced breathing problems.  SOO, we've been giving her Claritin and hoping for the best.  Both seem to be working, but I can just tell that something isn't right with her.  SOO, doctors appointment it is.  HOPEFULLY we can get one made that won't interfere with school too much.
 
Speaking of school - I need to e-mail her teacher, or send a letter or something to be sure that things are going on.  Make sure she's not having too many problems and her grades aren't slipping.  I don't want to be surprised with a bad grade on her report card like I was last year.  So gonna have to head it off before it has a chance to reach that point.  She's smart enough that she SHOULDN'T be having any problems, but I just want to be sure.  That way if she is we can help her keep the grade up.
 
I know Desi is doing pretty good.  She has been having really good days, and comes home excited to tell me how everything went.  And I hope that she keeps it up.  :)  I'm so proud of both of them, and just love watching them grow and learn.  They are two awesome little girls.
 
Tomorrow, while the girls are gone to school, I am gonna take my good painkiller and get some good deep cleaning done on the house.  There's a LOT of things that we need to just get rid of, and even more we need to sort through, and I plan to spend the vast majority of the day working on that so that it can actually get done.  The only room that I doubt I'll do by myself this Friday is the girls bedroom, but I'll just have to see how I'm feeling.
 
I have two jobs lined up for the first week of October.  So that'll be nice.  Nothing that brings in any REAL money, but enough that things shouldn't be too tight.  That'll be nice, haha.  And HOPEFULY I can start to bring in some regular money so we can start to really get back on our feet.  But again, that all depends on everything else, so we will see what happens.
 
For now, I need to take some painkillers and put on some actual clothes, lol.  Bout time to get the girls from school.  Then I'm gonna try to get some cleaning done today.  The kitchen and living room at the very least. But only if I can get my body to cooperate.  Man, I am SOO glad tomorrow is Friday.  This being alone crap is getting really damn old.
 
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