Music makes me happy

Just a few songs that I'm in love with right now, and the parts of the songs that make me love them, hehe.  Yeah, I know, Kinda stupid thing to write about, but it's been one of those days.

 

Love music.  It seriously helps me with whatever mood I might be in at any given moment.  Helps me dance when I'm happy, and cry when I'm sad.  Helps when I'm missing the people I miss so often, and reminds me of awesome times I had with those people.  It reminds me I'm strong when I'm feeling weak, and reminds me I'm not alone when the world around me seems to disappear.

 

I hope you all have music that works that way for you too.  Everyone needs that kind of release.

 

<(:)><(:)><(:)>

 

 

There's a bottle on the shelf talkin to me

Sayin come over here, you can have a drink

We can make it through this lonely night together

but that's a road I don't wanna go back down

and I hate myself for what I'm thinking now

Hey it's just one night

It's not like it's forever

I just wanna feel better

 

I just wanna feel good

Feel alright

Feel anything

but what I feel tonight

I just wanna move on

with my life

And put the pieces back together

I just wanna feel better

<(:)><(:)><(:)>

 

I used to bite my tongue and hold my breath

Scared to rock the boat and make a mess

So I sat quietly

Agreed politely

I guess that I forgot I had a choice

I let you push me past the breaking point
I stood for nothing

So I fell for everything

 

You held me down

but I got up

Already brushing off the dust

You hear my voice

you hear that sound

Like thunder gonna shake the ground

 

You held me down

but I got up

get ready cause I've had enough

I see it all

I see it now

 

I've got the eye of the tiger

a fighter

dancing through the fire

Cause I am a champion

and you're gonna hear me roar

Louder, louder than a lion

cause I am a champion

and you're gonna hear me roar

<(:)><(:)><(:)>

 

But every song's like gold teeth, grey goose, trippin' in the bathroom
Blood stains, ball gowns, trashin' the hotel room,
We don't care, we're driving Cadillacs in our dreams.
But everybody's like Cristal, Maybach, diamonds on your time piece.
Jet planes, islands, tigers on a gold leash.
We don't care, we aren't caught up in your love affair.

And we'll never be royals (royals).
It don't run in our blood,
That kind of luxe just ain't for us.
We crave a different kind of buzz.
Let me be your ruler (ruler),
You can call me queen Bee
And baby I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule.
Let me live that fantasy.

<(:)><(:)><(:)>

That last one is a new one that a friend pointed out this evening.  And I fell in love with it right away.  She's cute as hell, and her voice is awesome, and the song just hits a good note, heh.

<(:)><(:)><(:)>

Tonight is one of those nights where my mind is racing away, and not really stopping on anything for long enough for me to really catch it, so I'm gonna start writing and see what comes out. Sorry if it rambles or doesn't make sense, but I need to get this out of my head so I can finally get to sleep, lol

Gotta love mania huh?

Hopefully in the next few days I'll be able to find the motivation to really good and start organizing things in the house.  There's just a bunch of stuff that either needs to find a place or be thrown away or given to someone that will use it.

I am hoping to start with the closet in my bedroom this Friday.  There's a lot of stuff in there that needs to be trashed, and then a bunch of clothes that need to be sorted.  LOTS of little girl stuff that I can pass along to all the new moms, lol.  And then just take the trash out and we would actually have a CLOSET again, lol.  I swear, it's gotten to the point of hoarding in there.  There is SOOO much stuff that I have issues getting rid of, but I KNOW I need to get rid of it.  Damn sentimental brain of mine, haha.  Like things really matter that much.  But whatever.  I will get it taken care of.  I know I will.  Might be hard as hell, but it will happen.  Gotta face that damn anxiety sometime huh?

And then the next thing I'm gonna tackle is the craft closet.  There's a TON of stuff in there too, and a lot of it can be stored in the bedroom closet once it's finished so that I can actually USE my craft closet.  I have a TON of stuff in there that I wanna get to and make stuff out of, but It's hard when there's all kinds of stuff that I have to work around to get to it.  :(  SOOO, yeah.  HOPEFULLY we can get to that within the month.  That would make me happy

And then the important room: The girls room. - They have SO MUCH STUFF.  So many toys, and so many clothes, that they never really use at all.  We need to get it sorted down into the stuff that is important, and the stuff that's not.  And then either donate the stuff, or throw it away.  Yeah, some of the more expensive stuff might be sold - if I can find someone that actually wants to buy it.  But for the most part, if it's coming out of their room it's going to be donated or thrown away.  Then I wanna get everything else that's left really good and organized.  I am hoping to have that completely done before Christmas break.  HOPEFULLY.  Although that really depends on how much money we have and if I can get the organization stuff that I want/ need to get for that room so we CAN sort everything out.  Although, if it comes down to it, I will just MAKE stuff for their room to start with.  Foamboard is CHEAP and it's not too hard to make shelves and boxes out of it.  Buy a double handful of foam board from dollar tree, and make it into the stuff that I need.  And then there'd be no excuse when it came time to clean the room.  Everything would have a spot, and it'd be easy to remember.  That's the GOAL at least.  Guess we will see what happens over the next couple months.

Then the only other room that really needs organization after that will be the game area.  And for that we are gonna have to buy some shelves to store stuff on, because we have so many little things that need a place that is easier to get to.  So I guess we see with that too.  I'm betting that will be an income tax expense there.  But again, guess we will see.  If I can make a little extra money between here and Christmas, we might be able to have it done BEFORE the first of the year, which would ROCK.

Ok, I think my brain has shut up enough that I can crash.

GOODNIGHT MY LOVES
LYZ